Can you give this kid a ride back to Rhode Island?
“oh with what gas?”
He’ll give you money
Really because every time he said he’d compensate our gas he just gave us weed, and unfortunately my car doesn’t run on that. Gas is a necessity, weed is not.
Oh or you can let him borrow your car..
My DAD’S car? oh let me get right on that… because you know this kid doesn’t drive like a fucking maniac.
and I’ll feel like a bitch if i say no.
Now the person asking my this knows i hate saying no to people, he knows i have trouble with it because i don’t want to sound like a bitch, and i feel obligated to help him out.
fucking disregard that its pouring out and i hate driving as it is.
even though i rarely ask for favors.. just do them for people
whomp whomp
my friend gave me a Klonopin yesterday and it was the fucking tits.
at first i felt i kind of felt like i was floating. but then i just felt so calm and relaxed and for the first time in years like everything was going to be okay. i knew i had stayed away from these things so long for a reason. BECAUSE I FUCKING AM IN LOVE.
but i am seeing a therapist starting on Tuesday, to work on my anxiety so maybe i won’t freak out of stupid shit, or spend the day worrying about stuff i can’t change, or not break down and burst into tears over shit that shouldn’t matter. i hate this shit. i feel like i’m sick all the time, only no one can tell, and my fake ass friends will treat me differently if i do.
oh and i got a nice “fuck you” text from some girl when my phone was off when i missed her grad party to do circumstances beyond my control. grrrrrr
i’m off to take a shower and do some deep breathing in there to see if it calms me down. i’d REALLY like to snuggle up with Dave but he;s out there workin it. Stackin’ Paper
My adorable baby is hiiiiigh as fuck.
Name is Hades, Lord of the Dead. Hi, how ya doin’?
I’m glad they made him humorous, but it annoys me how Hades is villianized. He wasn’t an evil man out to get people. He watched over the dead, probably got a little lonely, which is why he had Persephonie. and also Death is a natural part of life, the more we villainize the God who housed and helped the dead the more we forget that and begin to fear it.
(via andrew-ziobron)
suck it subway!
BUT i had a great weekend at strangecreek.
Saw Marco Benveneto who was FUCKING AMAZING. Seriously check his shit out.
also the Ryan Montebleau Band was fantastic. Dave described them as “like the Dave Mathews Band, but better” WAAAAY better. when they encored (because the crowd wouldn’t stop cheering for them) the pianist played with his daughter on his lap and she was in a blue dress with fairy wings, it was possibly the most adorable thing in the entire world. <3
fucking griping about how my boyfriend doesn’t do the *free* work they demanded good or timely enough.
Sorry that he has overhead, and i don’t know, you’re taking time out of his day that he could be actually making money.
with marijuana.
I feel kinda shitty about it sometimes.
but i also feel like its better to use a drug like weed, than like xanex or something.
because that shit is terrrrrrrrible for you.
anyone know any holistic measures to combat anxiety?
gettin ready to lose another softball game!!
we’re really really bad.
but that’s okay because it’s still fun
and we’re playing the really really good butch lesbian team
who is really bitchy and sticklers for rules even though they bend them in their own favor constantly. laaaaameeeee
I have friends.
they actually want to hang out with me
I am more in love than i ever though possible.
i have a job interview on friday
Still hunting though
oh yeah because i quit my job on sunday. because my boss is a first class dickhead.
if only i could shake this anxiety bullsheeeeet.
on a sidebar. the trombone player in rubblebucket has the most glorious dreads
AND Kalamaria has the sweetest eyemakeup in the came out of a lady video!
